I want to apologize to myself since I meant to keep this up as a log of my twenties and I’m barely halfway and I want to keep this up. I initially wanted this to be an art portfolio/writing but it’s good to say what I’m feeling day to day.
I always struggle to start new things if they’re not on a specific number like the first of the month or a new season so I’m aiming to make new healthy habits, like journaling and taking care of myself.
It’ll be nice to have a landing page that isn’t as socially draining as Instagram and Twitter (never calling it X) since I feel like I have to perform there. It’s stressful because I’m not perfect nor do I have lots of good days where I want to be perfect.
My depression and anxiety take a hold of me and I can barely do anything. I act all high and mighty or dumb as a blonde because they’re personalities that I’ve seen in too many shows and can mimic easily.
I don’t want to be me but I will love myself until I do.
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